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2018-04-12 11:42 am

K is for Kamui

When I first saw him, his beauty didn't just strike me with awe. It overflowed my imagination with ideas.

His name was Shirou Kamui. Created by CLAMP for X 1999 and appearing years later in the Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, he’s always had this effect upon me.

In X 1999 (the title in Japan was originally X, only it was changed in the U.S., due to copyright issues), Kamui was the Chosen One. Upon his slender shoulders rested the fate of a dying world with agonizing consequences, no matter which destiny he chose.

In Tsubasa, Kamui was one of a pair of mysterious vampire twins being hunted across worlds.

Kamui is a character, however, whom isn’t completely expressed in manga alone. One has to take a good look at him in CLAMP’s artbooks, particularly the X Infinity to experience him completely.

Here his beauty is depicted in all its complexity. He smiles with a sultry, knowing playfulness among the flowers. He wears a pair of bleeding, broken wings. Sometimes they’re feathered. Sometimes they’re batwings. He’s dripping wet, emerging from some invisible water source. He’s curled up in the World Egg, waiting to be hatched.

Kamui assumes a variety of surreal poses within worlds of dream and fantasy.

These images stirred my own imagination. Some of my ideas for Christopher and the Shadow Forest were inspired by this artwork. When my own wellspring of creativity has threatened to run dry over the years, I’d take a look at these beautiful designs.

They informed the manga, yet were apart from it. They suggested that the character himself had a separate, yet continued existence away from X 1999.

Perhaps even back then, CLAMP was contemplating something like Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, a multi universe with their characters.

We readers never did find out what happened to Kamui and the world in the X 1999 manga. It’s going to be one of my greatest regrets as a fangirl if I never find out. :(

I’ll admit, I’ve explored in story reasons of my own for the End of the World which never happened in my fanfics, The New Shopkeeper and If Only You Knew at Archive of Our Own. I offered up more grim possibilites in works like Your Curse is to Live and Better This Way.

Kamui, like Fuuma is a character who won’t leave my imagination alone. His beauty and tragedy continue to haunt me.

I’m sorry he doesn’t have his own parallel world series of adventures as a vampire with Subaru, running from Seishirou. Hint, hint, CLAMP?

Although I might have indulged in a fanfic or two on this subject. :) Like I said, it’s hard to leave Kamui alone. He certainly won’t leave my imagination alone. :)

Not that I regret encountering him. At all. Thank you, CLAMP for creating a bishounen among bishounen for a truly epic series which changed my life. Samui and his story shifted my perceptions and opened my mind to a world of diverse possibilities in epic fiction.

I’m just sorry X 1999 was never finished.
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2018-04-06 12:48 am
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F is for Fuuma

Here’s a character from CLAMP’s manga whom keeps coming back to stalk my imagination again and again. :) A major character in X 1999 and a minor, yet striking character in the Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Fuuma never fails to inspire ideas, fannish and original.

Fuuma can be a brutal, controversial character, considering many of the violent deeds he does. I always saw the tragedy of Fuuma being that he was motivated by love.

In X 1999, Fuuma underwent a dramatic, tragic personality change into an antagonist, due to a decision the main character (Kamui) made. This reminded me of Angel, how he changed with the loss of his soul due Buffy’s choice to make love to him.

Like Angel, Fuuma became a malevolent, sexually charged stalker and enemy, trying to destroy everything Kamui wanted to protect, often attacking Kamui himself. He became Kamui of the Dragons of Earth, determined to rid the planet of the humans killing it off and their protectors, the Dragons of Heaven. Fuuma does this by granting people what they desire most in a violent fashion which kills them. His relationship with Kamui is as passionate as it is violent. All you have to do is look at the artwork of X 1999 to see that passion playing out.

I’ve been waiting for years for the rest of X 1999. I don’t know if I’ll ever get to read it.

This doesn’t mean Fuuma has been willing to leave me alone. :) At times, he takes over my imagination, playing out the stories that never happened in the canon. For a while, I pictured my muse as looking like Fuuma. :) He was a powerful source of inspiration for angsty stories involving bishounen in love forced to oppose each other.

Thank you, Fuuma, for bringing beauty and epic powerful to a story which has touched my imagination in so many ways. I haven’t forgotten your story. I hope I live to see your creators finish it. I hope I’m able to read it myself.

In the meantime, is it possible you sealed the power of Kamui into Yuuko’s shop? Is that why you’re serving as her handyman? I’ll admit, I explored the possibilies of that in my fanfics, The New Shopkeeper and If Only You Knew. Readers can find both stories at Archive of Our Own. The price for putting the end of the world on hold had to be pretty steep. You had to sacrifice your own relationship with Kamui just as Syaoran had to sacrifice his with Sakura. Like Syaoran and Sakura, though, I wouldn’t say the two of you had no hope of discovering something new.

Your fate hasn’t been written yet. I’m not giving up.